Shopping shopping and more shopping..it's amazing how much you can do when you have nothing to do.The beauty of not working,very beautiful. It's also amazing how much you want to buy when you need to save.So to be or not to be that is the question? Are you with me or not?how did I end up with 6 extra dinner plates and 6 extra teaspoons, I guess that's how I make the diet work I buy cutlery and crockery to quench my urge to eat all the glorious food out there. I Figured out I am totally obsessed with food, isn't eating just the best thing in the world?When I eat the whole world around me can crumble just like a flake (note to myself and everyone else..if you are one of those naturally larger ladies and are trying to lose some extra weight, do not shop if your feeding time is near, this will only increase your appetite and will end up eating the unecessary contents you filled your trolley with because you were so hungry )but so much wonderful food out there, it seems like a sin not to eat all of it. Some noteworthy food stuffs if you live in Australia is this sushi train..the most scrumptious sushi Ever, now I'm not talking all this raw fish , I'm talking about avocado , egg mayonnaise, grilled salmon , cooked tuna and avo,just cooked tuna.The most delicious little bites of sushi ever.hmm I saved some from lunch today so I think I'll explore the fridge shortly.Diet to me is just a word that should be banned, it should be a sin to diet! Although I m currently on diet number....400003337... You know Ive been on every diet in the book. Well one that is probably the fairest is weight watchers I believe. Look at those extra points you can have..its great ,so I save myself for that Mini binge over the weekend that I Need so badly.I've started chunky swimming too, it's a whole lot of fun, you trick yourself into excercising,another great one for those chunkies. So I'm hungry again I'll be back with more noteworthy quotes very soon..

I have no idea what I'm writing about today. I just know I'm looking for options to keep myself occupied.I just finished up one of the worst jobs of my life and I vowed I will not work in an office job like this again so here I am..bored, and starving..yes ii'm on weight watchers again.BUT I express complete gratitude that I don't have to drag myself to an office with some of the worst energy i've ever surrounded myself with. For months I forced myself to stay in this horrendous atmosphere with people I can't stand, feeling like I don't belong.Sticking out like a sore thumb.Yes it is scary not knowing what's going to happen next but one of the best things that has happened to me.So I was thinking and feeling these terrible things in the pit of my stomach dying to get the hell outta there ,barely making it through but staying nonetheless when all of a sudden life made its decision for me.The most relieving moment of my life.Amazing how we have all the answers if we just trust our initial instinct ,amazing how when we fail to take a decision life decides for us. So here I am thinking what do I do next ? Well for know I think I'll eat lunch ,I'll be back shortly