I have no idea what I'm writing about today. I just know I'm looking for options to keep myself occupied.I just finished up one of the worst jobs of my life and I vowed I will not work in an office job like this again so here I am..bored, and starving..yes ii'm on weight watchers again.BUT I express complete gratitude that I don't have to drag myself to an office with some of the worst energy i've ever surrounded myself with. For months I forced myself to stay in this horrendous atmosphere with people I can't stand, feeling like I don't belong.Sticking out like a sore thumb.Yes it is scary not knowing what's going to happen next but one of the best things that has happened to me.So I was thinking and feeling these terrible things in the pit of my stomach dying to get the hell outta there ,barely making it through but staying nonetheless when all of a sudden life made its decision for me.The most relieving moment of my life.Amazing how we have all the answers if we just trust our initial instinct ,amazing how when we fail to take a decision life decides for us. So here I am thinking what do I do next ? Well for know I think I'll eat lunch ,I'll be back shortly